I need to mourn, I will not give more, I feel that every effort I do is invain, I feel no good at this, I should finish it once and for all and stopspending money on stupid things ... I feel everything I say thisbecause today, I collapse, I feel stressed and worn out andtomorrow is another day where I smile and pretend that all is well ...Where there is no sadness, that no one would understand why, NO MORE  PLEASE :c